Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts or at least we are getting there.



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First and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!
Till then, x.
Hiiiiiiiiii I'm back from the first lecture/tutorial of TNS!!

So far i think its pretty interesting and fun HAHAHA! More importantly i think my tutor is pretty cool and funny (not to mention blur and cute in his actions) HAHAHAHHA!

So Jojo, Kimmy, and me decided to meet at 130pm yesterday actually... But our 130pm plan didn't work and we were all late HAHAHAH! i was there around 155pm, mojo 153pm(?) and jimmy around 140pm HAHAHA so sorry the bus doesn't like i actually waited around 15mins for it.

So we walked into our lecture hall pretty awkwardly cause we didn't know anyone except each other... so you can imagine the level of awkwardness HAHAHA! Our lecturer Jeff(?), i suppose that was his name if I'm correct, was hilarious HAHAHA! I actually don't regret taking up this Vacation CDS now its pretty fun.

After lecture we needed to sign our attendance but then we decided to sit and wait till everyone signs finish then we would walk down and sign (and at the same time take a look at our classmates) HAHAHA! So we went to class and finally(!) we could have a good look at our classmates! Sad thing for the guys is that they only have 5 HAHAHA so they're stuck with each other at the apartment! For the guys i think they're pretty nice and friendly. The girls too, although didn't have much chance to remember all of their names to the faces. HAHAHA!

We had something like a warmup game to know our classmates, going around finding people to match the description and ask for their names and stuff. But i still can't remember their names to their faces. I'm sorry guys. HAHAHA! During tutorial we played a game, and apparently i won a lot as i kept changing tables and only the winners get to change so.... i suppose I'm pretty good at that game HAHAHAHA!

After tutorial we went to visit the dorms, and it actually looks better than i thought. Better than we thought. HAHAHAH! its pretty big and clean, and then there's like 1 air-conditioner. ONLY 1. So to make the room cold and stuff we would actually have to leave the rooms open and on the air-con all day long HAHAHA! Can't believe I'm actually gonna be moving in next week and stay there for 2 weeks (minus the weekends), i wonder how can i sleep without my bolster and whether my room mates will be cool... HAHAHAH but i can't wait tho!

On a side note....
Singapore has finally rained!!!! Since yesterday late morning it has been raining cats and dogs island wide! And when i woke up today the skies were dark and started to rain heavily too! Luckily it didn't continue otherwise i don't know how i would've made it to school today HAHAHA! but finally the drought has come to an end, and the shortage of water has been kinda(?) finally solved!

Till then, x.
Yeap, i kinda went to town for 3 consecutive days ohmygod.

So today i went with my parents, and i got some Dior compact powder and their make up base!! YAY! The Dior powder was like really good, it was really smooth and fine and all. And their case is soooooooo pretty. So including the case the powder actually cost $90 LOL in total both products cost $152 what the... so thankfully we had like a $100 gift voucher so it was pretty worth it HAHAHAH!
Oh and i forgot to mention.... THE CUTE SALESMAN IS WORKING TODAY HAHAHAH I believe he is a part timer cause he looks young and whenever i'm there when its not the holiday, he wont be there HAHAHA! and only during holidays then i spot him working. He is tall okay, meets my basic requirement whoooops hehehehe im so happy

Afterwards i just walked around wanting to find shoes and coincidentally at Takashimaya they carry the brand Jeffrey Campbell. And i saw this really pretty shoes but i had no money to buy... Damn it i really wanted to get that pair cries a river It's okay i will get it soon after i start earning money and saving up. LOL. Which by the way on a side note JetQuay still hasnt replied me. What the fak.

Then we kinda got bored cause of the rain and so we just went home. HAHAHAH! Then in the evening i went for my leg treatment at Hougang... In case i havent mentioned it before...

A year ago around this timing or maybe even abiiiit earlier than now, i was out with my friend at town like a normal day, we were starting to get hungry around like 7pm but we didnt know what to eat so we decided to settle for some instant noodle. We went to 7-11 and bought it, added hot water, and then went to the table waiting for it to be cooked, but who knew the table was like unstable and shaky, the moment i put the noodle on the table it just fell and hit my thigh. CAN YOU BELIEVE HOT SCALDING WATER ON MY FUCKING THIGH.
I just literally ran to the nearest washroom trying to wash it and cool it off and then i got some ice and placed them on my thigh while i was on the cab home. It was fucking pain and like 5mins later blisters formed and a whole patch of my thigh was like bright red. And then i went to see the docs with my dad but it kinda got worse after a few days as the pain was back so we went to a dermatologists. It didnt get any whiter or anything so now im starting to get treatment at another clinic. It has definitely got whiter, but i know that it can never go back to the original skin and to be very honest my leg is fugly. People keep staring and judging my thigh like wtf and sometimes i dont like wearing shorts but i still wear them HAHAHAHAHA

Back on track, after treatment we just went home cause we are all tired. Got all my necessities needed for my TNS stay starting next monday the 24th. I start one lecture and one tutorial tomorrow ohmygod dont really want to socialise HAHAHA but luckily i'm in the same class as two of my friends so i think its pretty much manageable. Its like another extra 2 weeks of school during a holiday LOL. Wish me luck for tomorrow. HAHAHAH!

The second week of holidays is starting and i havent got much accomplished like getting a part time job and all. Been just lazing at home, watching dramas, going out, spending tons of money on shopping. And i'm officially broke now YAY. In this case i cant and wont spend anymore HAHAHA just kidding i still have it's just that i want to stop spending and start saving money for presents and my 3-weeks korea trip (unconfirmed but maybe 60% confirmed) HAHAHAHAH there's still a 40% chance for cancellation tho, pretty high percentage i'd say.

Till then, x.
Sidetrack abit with a small update on today..
Yay it's the weekend!!

Went down to town with XinYing, YiTing & HuiFang to supposedly sign up for this job thing to work at mbs for their banquet or the pool bar. So since i dont really like working banquet and from what i heard, the supervisors attitude are quite bad so i decided not to sign up since there are no slots for pool bar available also. Damn lost another chance to work..

The three of us all needed money and while waiting for JetQuay to ACTUALLY reply us, we wanted to work to earn extra cash to spend. HAHAHA!
Today thing kinda failed but on a side note, we went shopping afterwards HAHAHAH i actually bought shorts from flea and went to visit Editor's market since they had new stuff in heheheh actually bought a top but cause the fitting room had quite an amount of people with the basket filled to brim with clothes, i decided to just buy one and return on thursday when i go out with Amanda to actually look around properly hehehe. Their new stuff in are really pretty.... ohgod how. HAHAHA

But nevertheless, i will still work to earn extra money to spend and shop. Having my fingers crossed on getting the JetQuay job cause it sounds fun and i really want to work there... HAHAHAH

Till then, x.
14 March, a day most single ladies will feel sad.

It holds a special meaning, causes its white day!! Just like how on Valentines Day girls gift guys they are interested in with chocolates, White Day is where the guys will return the favour, and gift the girls with sweets/chocolates.
I mean obviously single ladies will feel a little sad not because they dont get the chocolates/sweets, but because no guys expressed interest!

So i started my white day off by going to Changi Airport for a some sort kinda job interview for JetQuay. Just in case you dont know what is JetQuay, it is the CIP terminal near T2. Yeah so i went there with my Ben, HuiFang, YiTing & XinYing. Basically, the job scope is pretty cool and fun considering i can go and pick up guests or send them in. But that is if you have the airport pass. Otherwise you are just stuck at the lounge (pretty boring I'd say).
Well basically it was a waste of my time cause we are not sure if we are hired, he was just there to state the job scope and told us to set up our own schedule for the month and send it to them. Then the HR will then get back to us. I mean shouldnt you hire us before you ask us to set the schedule. WEIRD. It was really a waste of our time, seriously.
But then again, i really want to thank Ben for helping us find this job and even in we didnt get it, its not his fault but really JetQuay has a problem (which needs to be solved). You're not even obliged to do this much for us, i feel really good knowing such a nice person like you :')

Then i went to the starbucks near our school, at Tampines West CC to have our lunch and to actually do the blog template stuff and all. Took me a long time even with the help of Shirley HAHAHAHA!
And to my surprise my aunt was there with her colleague and i didnt even know she was there until she came from behind and damn, did i get the shock of my life. Apparently she didnt even know i was there until her colleague told her "Isnt that your neice?" LOL REALLY.




Then we went to meet Cheryl to go to Bugis to have our dinner hehehehe. We wanted to buy some instant noodles from the korean shop since the one at Century Square closed down.. But they didnt sell the one i usually love to eat :'(
Anyway, we went to eat Fish&Co. for dinner! My Prawn Fettucini in Chilli Cream sauce oh god it was really delicious. After dinner, we wanted to have dessert so we visited WaiKeng's work place (Jack's Place @ Bras Basah outlet). We ordered Brownie with vanilla ice cream hehehe tbh i preferred fudge cake but ohwell. Which by the way, the service provided there is really bad and suckish (with the exception of WaiKeng). She gave us like an extra scoop of ice cream and a lemon tea on the house HAHAHAHA! The outlet manager was like really rude when we just ordered a dessert he was like "no main course?" x3 literally i had to replied him "yes" 3 freaking times. We even wrote the feedback form cause we were really unhappy and the quality of service provided HAHAHAHA
After dinner, we went back home and on the journey back home we talked about tons and tons of stuff. HAHAHAH i cant exactly remember but ohwell. Went to SaSa to get some stuff and then collected my doll HEHEHHE my new cuddling buddy.


I swear when i'm with my girls, i really am crazy and do shit stuff like really HAHAHA its just so fun to actually hang out with them, shop and literally just talk like we havent met up for ages. This is exactly why we're best friends HAHAHA

So........ I am finally done with the template and settings of this blog..

Hi,

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