Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts or at least we are getting there.



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Hiiiiiiiiii I'm back from the first lecture/tutorial of TNS!!

So far i think its pretty interesting and fun HAHAHA! More importantly i think my tutor is pretty cool and funny (not to mention blur and cute in his actions) HAHAHAHHA!

So Jojo, Kimmy, and me decided to meet at 130pm yesterday actually... But our 130pm plan didn't work and we were all late HAHAHAH! i was there around 155pm, mojo 153pm(?) and jimmy around 140pm HAHAHA so sorry the bus doesn't like i actually waited around 15mins for it.

So we walked into our lecture hall pretty awkwardly cause we didn't know anyone except each other... so you can imagine the level of awkwardness HAHAHA! Our lecturer Jeff(?), i suppose that was his name if I'm correct, was hilarious HAHAHA! I actually don't regret taking up this Vacation CDS now its pretty fun.

After lecture we needed to sign our attendance but then we decided to sit and wait till everyone signs finish then we would walk down and sign (and at the same time take a look at our classmates) HAHAHA! So we went to class and finally(!) we could have a good look at our classmates! Sad thing for the guys is that they only have 5 HAHAHA so they're stuck with each other at the apartment! For the guys i think they're pretty nice and friendly. The girls too, although didn't have much chance to remember all of their names to the faces. HAHAHA!

We had something like a warmup game to know our classmates, going around finding people to match the description and ask for their names and stuff. But i still can't remember their names to their faces. I'm sorry guys. HAHAHA! During tutorial we played a game, and apparently i won a lot as i kept changing tables and only the winners get to change so.... i suppose I'm pretty good at that game HAHAHAHA!

After tutorial we went to visit the dorms, and it actually looks better than i thought. Better than we thought. HAHAHAH! its pretty big and clean, and then there's like 1 air-conditioner. ONLY 1. So to make the room cold and stuff we would actually have to leave the rooms open and on the air-con all day long HAHAHA! Can't believe I'm actually gonna be moving in next week and stay there for 2 weeks (minus the weekends), i wonder how can i sleep without my bolster and whether my room mates will be cool... HAHAHAH but i can't wait tho!

On a side note....
Singapore has finally rained!!!! Since yesterday late morning it has been raining cats and dogs island wide! And when i woke up today the skies were dark and started to rain heavily too! Luckily it didn't continue otherwise i don't know how i would've made it to school today HAHAHA! but finally the drought has come to an end, and the shortage of water has been kinda(?) finally solved!

Till then, x.

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