Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts or at least we are getting there.



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Yeap, i kinda went to town for 3 consecutive days ohmygod.

So today i went with my parents, and i got some Dior compact powder and their make up base!! YAY! The Dior powder was like really good, it was really smooth and fine and all. And their case is soooooooo pretty. So including the case the powder actually cost $90 LOL in total both products cost $152 what the... so thankfully we had like a $100 gift voucher so it was pretty worth it HAHAHAH!
Oh and i forgot to mention.... THE CUTE SALESMAN IS WORKING TODAY HAHAHAH I believe he is a part timer cause he looks young and whenever i'm there when its not the holiday, he wont be there HAHAHA! and only during holidays then i spot him working. He is tall okay, meets my basic requirement whoooops hehehehe im so happy

Afterwards i just walked around wanting to find shoes and coincidentally at Takashimaya they carry the brand Jeffrey Campbell. And i saw this really pretty shoes but i had no money to buy... Damn it i really wanted to get that pair cries a river It's okay i will get it soon after i start earning money and saving up. LOL. Which by the way on a side note JetQuay still hasnt replied me. What the fak.

Then we kinda got bored cause of the rain and so we just went home. HAHAHAH! Then in the evening i went for my leg treatment at Hougang... In case i havent mentioned it before...

A year ago around this timing or maybe even abiiiit earlier than now, i was out with my friend at town like a normal day, we were starting to get hungry around like 7pm but we didnt know what to eat so we decided to settle for some instant noodle. We went to 7-11 and bought it, added hot water, and then went to the table waiting for it to be cooked, but who knew the table was like unstable and shaky, the moment i put the noodle on the table it just fell and hit my thigh. CAN YOU BELIEVE HOT SCALDING WATER ON MY FUCKING THIGH.
I just literally ran to the nearest washroom trying to wash it and cool it off and then i got some ice and placed them on my thigh while i was on the cab home. It was fucking pain and like 5mins later blisters formed and a whole patch of my thigh was like bright red. And then i went to see the docs with my dad but it kinda got worse after a few days as the pain was back so we went to a dermatologists. It didnt get any whiter or anything so now im starting to get treatment at another clinic. It has definitely got whiter, but i know that it can never go back to the original skin and to be very honest my leg is fugly. People keep staring and judging my thigh like wtf and sometimes i dont like wearing shorts but i still wear them HAHAHAHAHA

Back on track, after treatment we just went home cause we are all tired. Got all my necessities needed for my TNS stay starting next monday the 24th. I start one lecture and one tutorial tomorrow ohmygod dont really want to socialise HAHAHA but luckily i'm in the same class as two of my friends so i think its pretty much manageable. Its like another extra 2 weeks of school during a holiday LOL. Wish me luck for tomorrow. HAHAHAH!

The second week of holidays is starting and i havent got much accomplished like getting a part time job and all. Been just lazing at home, watching dramas, going out, spending tons of money on shopping. And i'm officially broke now YAY. In this case i cant and wont spend anymore HAHAHA just kidding i still have it's just that i want to stop spending and start saving money for presents and my 3-weeks korea trip (unconfirmed but maybe 60% confirmed) HAHAHAHAH there's still a 40% chance for cancellation tho, pretty high percentage i'd say.

Till then, x.

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